Preparing for 'Baby Epic'
I had a feeling as the new year began that this year would be special. It first started with my denial letter from Leadville. "We regret to inform you that your name was not drawn for the lottery for the 2016 Leadville Trail 100." I was stunned. I thought for sure my female pro license along with making the podium 2 years in a row would be enough to get me in a 3rd time! I didn't want to have to do a qualifier! My gut told me there was a reason I wasn't going to this race. My emotions however told me I was disappointed and mad all at the same time. I called a few friends to blow off steam and then was over it. I'll set some new goals this season and try something new!
But then the fatigue started settling in along with morning nausea and becoming lethargic to coffee. How could I feel appalled to my favorite morning 'pick-me-up'?!! And then I couldn't stand to look at a glass of wine! So, it finally all clicked and I rushed to the store to grab some pee sticks and soon found that I was indeed pregnant! The very next day was a 40 mile mountain bike race. I decided to race however, my body felt horrible and my mind was a wreck - so I finished near the back. No more racing for me!
This is me racing the McDowell Mtn Meltdown, just a day after I'd found out I was pregnant! -Photo credits: Shawn Bolduc
So, as you can guess, being pregnant sure changes my season plans and my life. First of all, I'm not racing and I can't travel to Nepal for the amazing Endure Nepal film we've been working really hard with. But I am now training for Baby Epic that is estimated for September 4th (labor day!).
I have been asked by people - "Are you disappointed...you had so many plans this year?!" And my answer is NO!! We actually really wanted a kid just about now in a very big way. I came from a family of 7 kids so I know that there is never a 'perfect time' to plan for a child. It's just going to happen when it happens. Last year as I was suffering through Cape Epic, I realized that I was finally ready to have a child. I felt as if I had reached enough cycling goals that I would be ok with having a little one to change up my life a bit and most likely make it even more epic and amazing. Plus, I've been really fortunate to have over 11 years with Aaron (7 married) without kids. We've had so much time to be selfish so it's a good time we become even more adventurous and start a family.
Now that this is the very first time in my life that I've had to think of exercise as a means to stay healthy and sane for this baby vs. having some extreme racing goal, I'm excited about the challenge and change of pace. I'll admit, there are times when I struggle with motivation but I am constantly reminded and supported by the people around me to stay on track for this baby! I have to stay active, eat healthy, and listen to and take care of my body.
The first trimester was physically tough for me as I had been dealing with extreme fatigue and not feeling great. I had signed up for the 24 Hours in the Ol Pueblo - Valentines weekend. This is like a big party out in the middle of the desert. So, since I had already paid for it and I wanted to go anyhow to see some of my athletes and friends race, I made up a sign for my pack that read, "Epic Baby on Board," hoping this would deter any rider from trying to be too aggressive when passing me.
Ol Pueblo turned into a really great event. I had no idea how I'd feel or if I'd even do more than 2 laps. I started the first lap (layman's style, running) and took it slow and steady, stopping to help riders who'd flatted along the way. It was the first time I'd ever done this course without going super hard and all I can say is it was quite enjoyable at this leasure pace!
Stopping to help a guy with a flat tire at Ol Pueblo. Photo credit: Shelby Hanson
I took a break after the first lap for a few hours and then headed out again for a sunset lap. Riders along the way would offer a 'congrats!' or 'you go little momma!'. Afterwards, I took a shower and slept for the night. Waking up the next morning, I decided to do just one more lap. This would have been the most riding I'd done in a long time! Our friends the Hanson's had bacon and pancakes cooking for breakfast so I fueled up and then headed out for my last lap. I don't know what place I finished - I don't really care, but my little baby and me had a great ride together! The ride was really a celebration, a coming out for Aaron and I, announcing to everyone that we had a little Ross on the way.
Aaron's way of announcing our new baby was posting this photo and #babyonboard #boobsaregettingbiggerahhhh ! Photo credit: Aaron Ross
Now that I'm onto the second trimester and gaining more energy, my training routine involves riding 30min-1 hour, 3 days a week, running with the dogs a couple of days, hiking, and doing yoga. I'll probably be found riding right up to the birth! So stay tuned! I may not be racing for awhile, and I might be slow and have lost my endurance for now, but I'll sure as heck have some new adventures to report with this growing belly of mine!